Now think it over please "Don't share your problem with people... 90% don't care and the rest are glad that you have them" Got what i am trying to say. Quite bitter but the truth with many people as far as problems are concerned. Find solutions on your own and do not depend on others. Most of us do this mistake but kindly avoid in future. A family ailment can not be buried. Loosing your loved one can never be forgotten but try and do that please as their are others who need your strength and support.